Frustration

This post is mostly for me to vent, so for those of you here for entertainment -- you better click off of me now.

I am trying to start back to school in January, and now I remember why I walked away from ASU in tears last time. It has to be one of the most frustrating schools I have ever dealt with in my entire life. Not only am I having to take super hard (Physics, Pre-calculus, Anatomy) classes that weren't required in TN, they are making me jump through hoops to get into them. I have been trying to get registered for these classes since Friday, and nothing has worked out. I stop for a minute during my frustration and think - - Does Heavenly Father not want me to do this? I reason with myself that No, I know he does because this will only make things better for my family for a few short "horrible" semesters of work. I am too close to not finish at this point. Anyone can do something for 3 semesters. I have prayed about this and know this is what I am to do at this time.

I just need to keep the faith that it will all work out. I fear how we will handle financially with me only working part-time, but then remember we have been in worse shape before. I guess if I have to give up everything and start from scratch, I will be doing it along with many other people. At least I am not in this alone!!! AHHHH - Now I feel so much better just laying that all out in front of me. So friends, if I seem like I am always saying no to going out, or whatever..... it will probably be that we have NO money and will have to be hermits at home.